if 21/12/2012 is the day where the creature on earth die....

maya people say 21/12/2012 is the death of creature?bible seems oso gt write bout it..if 21/12/2012 is the day where the creature on earth die....
wat i wil do NOW,so i wont regret?
ya,i m juz a normal normal girl..
i wan to talk to all the countries' leader..
bt i dont hav da power...
i wan to investigate sumthing to prevent tis thing happen..
bt i dun hav da brain ..
i wan to giv warning..
bt who wil listen to me..
mayb it wasn't too serious..ya mayb nt so serious lik da movie '2012'..
bt juz mayb it is..
i WILL do wat things b4 it?...


0)i will still b a go0d student..
1)i will do da things tat i love..
2)i will do everything with da best i cn..*b a go0d vice president*etc
3)i will tell my family members i love them very much*n hug n kiss them*etc
4)i will tell my friends,i love all of u~
5)i will wan to in love wif some1..
6)i will dare to do da things i scared to do..
7)i will care my family,frens n others..
7)i will give n take..
8)i will learn to tolerant,big gas,oways help ppl..
9)i will go to play as much as i can...
10)i will challenge myself for everything tats go0d..
11)i will go to*new zealand,australia,japan,england,(india,africa[for help])*


they are all the things tat i din do for now..
sum are things tat i mayb oways nt dare for my rest of life...

i will change a lot!many things tat i need to change..
mayb,i nid to chg by now...

低落

希望是自己想太多..

一些东西,真的只能够自己承担..

不能告诉人..

这现在,像一个导演为了要得到某种利益而在犏辑这样意想不到的戏..

不想,哭也懵懂....

笑更可笑..

只能祈祷..........

刺痛.....

DONT MAKE ME REGRET FOR ATTENDING THE CAMP.....T_T

yesterday *last day of school*

go in class..

wah~~

pinkie world~~

erm thn classmates all busy capture photo lo..

but not me..

sum of them invited only...

thn i juz gt in a little photo only..

hiazZ..

play cho XX n sum others lo..

a little reluctant..

4s3...

thx for da memory``

平民母校义卖会

昨天,我负责卖棉花糖..

呵呵..学到功夫了..

声明~~棉花糖吃了不太好~

认识到几个人..嗯,

就是和我一起卖的小学生..还有,

一个教我卖的..二十酱吧..他人很幽默..=)

他过后还变成小丑哦..吓倒啦...

叫他给一个>>

认识了的却又没留下什么..连名字也不懂..

过后另一个小丑也给一个..呵呵..

我有小孩脸么?哈哈..

觉得小丑很伟大一下的..

有机会要尝试~!

爱上小丑,还是一个小丑?

又玩游戏,获得礼物哦..不劳而获的~~

学到怎样做棉花糖,开心..不过很辛苦...

生意太好太好了!哈哈...

遇到很多小学以前一样的朋友..=)

今天很开心,虽然七点忙到三点~~~~

happy~=)

haha..mayb sumtime really dun nid to think to0 muchH..
worry bout things tat nt confirmed is true..
i think they not hate me la..
gt sum reasons lo...
happyYYY LOO..
haha..
n form5 wan to graduade tomoro alr..
RELUCTANT`~`
hope tat my seniors n my frens wil b hav good results in SPm lo..
n the road after tat will ok...=)
best wishes for them~^^
bless~

hate?

are u all hate me?

dun understand...

tat day so rude..thn today stil help me play game..after tat says wan slXp me..

although u gt say others lik tat oso..bt you r to0 rude..

other comes..hit my head..although nt pain oso..bt i very angry le..

sometimes,,

i really not like my class..

who know?haha..

girls 1 most go0d la..

b0ys?hahahahaaaaaa...

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if i buz,,

mayb is me to0 ntg to d0?

...

人类都会分身术...

才发现到,要做人类,要学会"分身术"..
做个小孩,还是做个大人?
对着未来有憧憬..
却还回首过去的美好童年..
兼职孩子,学生,朋友,某团体的什么职位.....
人类真是超人.....
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有时真懊恼...真无奈....真无助...
有一天,我骄傲些了...真对不起..
得意忘形...
被你讽刺了..要怒吼的心,压抑....
转身,下定心...不和你说话...
因为..也太过分了..
忍受,告诉我的一个朋友...她说她也心情不好..
也是因为一个人的一句话..
同病相怜吧?不过,我和她不一样..
她能佯装..她能继续哈哈大笑..
我,生气,伤心还是什么,脸都会变颜色..
这是妈妈说的...
我是变色龙..
不擅长..掩饰..
不要以低劣的话重伤人...

这是叛逆?

• 我不懂。。

最近的我。。感觉上怪怪的。。
我为了“小事”就看不开。。“无理取闹”。。不过我真的很介意。。
我不喜欢人家忽视我。。我要别人的注重。。
不懂。。是否是我太过情绪化。。
以为考试后可以快乐。。
压力是没了。。不过心中的感觉很奇怪。。
这都会过去吧。。偶尔我就是那么的忧郁。。
不爽的东西往肚子里塞。。。
厕所无非又是我的依靠。。

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

• 昨天眼角看见你看着我。。

我知道。。我忽视。。
因为你这种人。。
一定是轻蔑，讥讽，歧视的眼光。。！
也许不是。。
不过在我记忆里。。你是坏人。。。。
很坏的人，自以为是的人。。。
X很讨厌X。。。

EXAM~NO MORE..

haha..juz update..

cuz buz study ..

it is finally over..

hahahahahahahaha..

lazy n din study..

when exam is near juz study really very suffering..

next time i hope i wont likk tat again..ya..

n now is the time i free lo..

hahaha..happy..

n i wil slp enough enough..

n ...............

.....................

.....................

but 2moro sure sum of the subjects' marks wil cum out..

hope wil b stil ok la..

wnt fail~~

come back to my blog

she are nt leaving me ya...
hehe..
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11/9/09 i go to capture photo wif my family at studio..
wao..happy with the photo..=]
sad wif the price``=[
the pic nice ya...wif my family..my siblings..
n me only oso hav..^^
great la..hehe..
if cn wil share it..
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after tat hurry go to register antony..
luckily my fren giv me sit bside her..
so i dun nid to sit far til P lo..
the fren somebudy dun like her...
bt nvm la..=]
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uhhhh..wana exam alr..
big exam..today i juz start to read..><
REally..hope tat stil cn finish studin..^^
+u lo...i wan to maintain in my class,if can is top 10 la..hope tat i wont dissapoint myself lo..=P
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MY FREN ARE LEAVING?

I HOPE NOT..
SHE IS NOT LEAVING ME..
SHE IS MY LAOPO...
although she sometimes really makes me
*angry
*canot tahan
*sad
*moody
*make me being scolded by my sejarah teacher TWO times (is her fault but teacher yi3 wei2 is me,really SAD FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
******
she sits beside me..at the class..
sometimes she always singing..
always ji ji za za when i do my society things..
but,
today she sms me say she mayb wil go to other states..KL..

when someone always stay bside u,

mostly u duno how important him/her to u..

until u oways complain him/her..

c him/her bad things...

when he/she is leaving,

u will think of all his/her good things,

din c his/her bad things alr,

until u feel so reluctant to leave..

to accept..

this is human behaviour??

so strange but normal..

POLICE STATION

a few days before,
i go to police station..
thn,
i see a person,indian,
his hand is capped,hav the shou3 kao4..
oh,that is my 1st time see the real one,
not frm movies..
he goes into the police car..mayb....
go to jail........
but,when i see his face,
he seems feel nothing..
POKER FACE INDEED..
when i see the others,relatives,like his mother,
is sobbing..
she dint cry yet...
after tat when his 'son' leaving,
i see her again..
she cries..
i felt SORRY for her..
wan to hug her to comfort her..
but dint la..

writting tis juz wan to remember all that dun do sumthing tat will hurt others' heart,especially our parents..

tis is oso wat i wan to remember myself..

BE NICE^^

*tomorrow wan to go to beach n teambuilding wif my beloved PRS n prefects alr..excited~^6^

happy n PRAY *sumtimes

wat happened today？
i at 8.15am juz go to skul..
bcuz nid to help papa to send e-mail n sumthings..
for her to cum bc..
when i cum bc frm skul,papa tells me tat the chance for her to cum bc is quite high..
oh,hw happy i am`=]
*i pray tat my sis's coughing wil b al right soon..*
*i pray tat she really cn transfer near here*
*i pray tat my family especially mama will wnt so worry bout her*

sumtimes i realy busy for homeworks or activities or fun or lik nw typing tis,

sumtimes i really neglected my family,mayb..

sumtimes i really neglected my frenz,especially my good frenss,mostly shiyi..

SORRY..

sumtimes i really thinks tat things are burden,tat wil harm urs wif others' relationship..

bt din hav things or works,wat things v cn do?

caring week

busy bee..8/8/09..caring week..
today i should take care of my juniors to sell food..
v gt sell ball(3 type),shu pian,singapore popiah..
at 1st i very scared cantt sell finish..
bcuz i count wrong the quantities of shu pian..
thn i sell until so mai4 li4..
haha..
i very touched when shu hui said 'if cnt sell finish i wil buy frm u,dun worry,i m at ur back'.
This really give me a feeling she was my good fren..=]
at last i cn sell FINISH..
very happy..^^
and thanks to my juniors n f4 for helping oso..
although gt some complaining..
haha..n v hav the kupon money of----RM682..
it is a success?haha..
i also hav the opportunities to c lengzai n lenglui..
so many prety girl lo..^^
hmm..

*END*

HAIZ

recently, i m so dont have time..

really?

oh,,my family has happened so many things..

i duno i should take wat action....

so,,i always seems nothing had happened..

seems dont care about..

many people feel sad..

many people feel angry..

many people feel dissapointed..

bt i seems feel ntg..

instead,,i try to joke around..make them laugh is the only way for me to comfort them..isn't it?

i take the responsibility..

although i feel not good too..see mama so sad...my heart so uncomfortable..

see them oways quarral..mayb nt always..bt it is such a long time for me!

sometime i really feel want to punch people!so duno how to respect!RESPECT!

oh.......wat life izit?

sometime it is really BREATHLESS.................................

it is the only word tat can describe..

so please PLEASE try ur best,,NOT TO PUT UR BAD FEELINGS,EMO ON OTHERS..

DUN HARM OTHERS HEART AS MUCH AS YOU CAN..PLS LEARN TO RESPECT OTHERS..

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I MISS MY SIS``

心里闷闷~

今天只有我和婆婆在家。。
真的好无聊～不是无聊吧。。是心口闷闷的。。
好闷好闷～～～
不能形容。。当我跟婆婆说时，他说他也是。。也说也许是因为家里本来很多人的，突然变剩我们俩。。好孤单好寂寞。。。房子里只有我们俩，空荡荡的。。不能适应啊！心中好纳闷！！！
爸爸妈妈二姐去了远远的那边………沙拉越～
大姐去吉打。。庆幸她现在回来了…呵呵！
好怕以后的日子会这样……我怕…
我明白了那种滋味。。不好过……
我不希望会再有那么一天啊！我知道我是多么依赖我的家人。。我知道我是那么多爱我的家人。。
当他们在身旁，没真正去体会那亲情。。
还是是我现在把他们想得太美好了呢？哈哈。。也许吧。。
可是好想现在拉他们全部回来哦。。。。呵呵。。
哦对了！爸爸，生日快乐哦～
＝】呵呵！虽然刚才有点不爽他。。打电话来一句慰问也没有。。就要我帮他做东西。。总之还是祝他生日快乐～^^

headache

today,,
afternoon..
after tuitioning add maths..
i headache..
mayb bcuz the complicated subject...
i tell ah ma..
she tells me to sleep..
will get better..

JOKES--WIFE VS. HUSBAND> >
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.> > An earlier discussion had led to an argument and> neither of them wanted to concede their position.> > As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,> the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"> > "Yep," the wife replied , "in-laws">

CONTINUE MY STORY...
thn i slp lo..
after that i wake up..
6 like tat..
i m alone..
in my house..
wat a pity~~
thn,,
my headache becomes worse thn b4..
i am scared..
nt really bcuz alone..
but i am scared tat i will FAINT!
i am SERIOUS!
i pening kepala..
i hope tat they wil quickly come back..
i got think to phone them..
bt i scared they will think i abnormal..
mayb la..
so i wait..
i scared..
thn i hear the car sound..
HUrray!
wat a relieved..
cuz nw i pengsan also got ppl rescued..
haha..
thn i stand at the door..
after they hav entered..
i tell them tat ..................
bla bla bla..
a little sobbing..
mayb i mmore emotional..
haha..
after bathing..
*I FEEL GOOD*
HAHA~

new day

today is saturday..[sure la]
what i wanted to announce here is i hav attend the co-kurikulum..haha..
early morning wake up..[nt very early actually..late..]
thn when it is running time..
i also make myself involved in..
haha..
very fun~~wan tyng,foong li n i run behind them..
thn the 3 of new members..[weng heng.yi chuan(if din mistaken.jing en]run in front of them..
haha..i shout yells very loud..
mayb..
many ppl seems seeing me bt i din care..
run so many bt stil cn run anymore..
i find out that i quite strong oso..
HAHA~
thn marching a while..thn hear the talk of bm bomba & penyelamat lo..
next fun time is when dancing lo..
i duno how to dance..
change so much if compared to b4..[i long time din participate alr ma]
after tat i stil learn lo..~
saturday night,tai ke dance..
i lik tai ke wu lo~~~~
hehe..
wat a happy n tired day..
i just wake up from 2 hours nap..
haha..
next week wil i stil go to the activity?=]
mayb..

LEAVING ME?

my BELOVED sister wanna go to sarawak?.......wat a surprise news....
mayb i should be happy as tis is her chance to further her studies...
i should b glad..
bt i feel RELUCTANT..
as we oways talking~~~
create our own song like v r singers~~haha..
b4 cooking maggi mee lik a chef in competition..[iron chef..]~~haha..
v gt too much memory...
really...
mayb i m too sensitive..
so early feeling reluctant alr..
mayb she will go near near...
haha..
duno la..
i CARE about tis thing..
bcuz i will b alone at home?
cuz my big sis oso wan go to study far away..
cnt imagine the life i have..
mayb it wil b better as i am active in co-k...
juz maybbb............

lack of TIME``

haiz..i m lacking of time..

when form 4 now...

cocuriculum nid to take care bout..

studies nid to catch up..

the relationship between family..frens..or anyone..nid to maintain..

home also nid to do housework..

every form4 student also like tat izit?

haizz..

2day i no go to 2 period....

i dun1 lik tis..

i wan to study(mayb)or juz slp in class..

stay in class..

but i have to go out..

for co-k..

SORRY MY ENGLISH TEACHER=[

i had think..

juz nw..

wat i really care..

between family..frens..love..studies..co-k..

i care about all..

bt i think family thn frens thn studies thn co-k thn love..

bt..

it is not so easy to say..

i really care all..

tis make me dun hav free time..

mayb hav is curi frm the studies time..XD

wat a strange ppl..myself......

WAT A BUSY LIFE FOR ME..

BT I KNOW I CAN LEARN SUMTHING FROM TIS..

I WIL DUN 2 CONCERN ABOUT THINGS TAT NT SO IMPORTANT..

MAYBB...

I cannot always come back from school juz slp...

I must talk wif them more..

do housework more..

as i now really busy...

I hope tat they can know my difficulties..

=]

before i had thought tat teenagers like us should have a good memory of love story...maybe is should hav a bf/gf..

haha..

bt now...

duno la...

when it comes,,u cant stop it or ignore it?

so it is better i care about other things 1st lo..

add oil..

gambateh..

jia you..

berusaha..

ga yao..

[for anyth]

=]

ANGER~~

tis thing happened yesterday actually..
i very angry..
really..
mayb nt at tat time..
bt now after thinking..
haizZ..
i sad n angry..
before....
our relationship was very good..
thn,,,
after success..........
treat us how?
sumtime 'SHOOT' us..
sumtime 'EJEK' us..
LIKE TAT VERY HAPPY MEH?
NT COMFORTABLE..
IF V TREAT U LIK TAT..
WAT WIL U FEEL?
V JUZ DUN WAN OUR RELATIONSHIP BECOME WORSE AND

WORSEN!

V TAHAN AND


TAHAN!

I WAN TO SAY MONEY IS NOT EVERY THING!
EITHER U SUCCESS OR NOT U R JUZ HUMAN!
DUN THINK U R SO HAV MONEY OR WAT..
DUN THINK V CN TAHAN UNTIL FOREVER!

MAY BE I WIL CONTINUE TAHAN..................
MAY BE I WIL SAY MY FEELING TO U.............
MAY BE I WIL JUZ LIKE THE VALCANO~~
WHEN I THINK I NO NID TO CONTINUE OUR RELATIONSHIP......
MAYB JUZ V CARE ABOUT IT...
U BETTER CHANGE UR BEHAVIOUR.......................................


AND I BETTER CONTINUE MY JOURNEY..
OF STUDY?
HAHA..
MAY BE WONT BE AFFECTED...

boring but fun..

today arr..
is the celebrations of teacher's day...
assembly for 1+ hours..wao...
thn shiyi my laopo stomachache..
so i stil cn ''shun bian''rest at lower for sumtimes..
XD
the activities leh..
i c all....
although i nt wajib..
no have tuition n no nid to stay at skul oso..
haha..
ENJOY LA~
MR.lim tian an very funny when singing..
sound good!
n cute!
haha..
n so many fans....
many F1 students shouts lo..
=]
2day go to skul is a boring thing..
at first only stay at class..
after tat quite fun la..
^^

UNPUNCTUAL??

15/6/2009

7.30AM I 'RUN' AND REACH THE SKUL..

FOR WAT?

2 BE PUNCTUAL..

I DUN WAN 2 WAIT TILL AFTER 15 OR 30 MIN JUZ COME TO SKUL..

ALTHOUGH I KNW LIK TAT I 80% WIL BE FREE FRM CAUGHT BY PREFECT..

MAYB...

SO I RAN...

AND RAN...

SEEMS MY HOUSE IS NEAR TO SKUL...

THN?

7.30AM AT SKUL ALSO BEEN CAUGHT~!

I HAV BAD HABIT OF UNPUNCTUAL I KNOW..

......BT I HAVE TRY......

NT TO ESCAPE!

THE RESPONSIBLE PREFECT NT LET ME GO..

REALLY SUCH RESPONSIBLE...

BEING DEMERIT FOR ANOTHER 3 MARKS..

NOW ALREADY DEMERITS FOR 9 MARKS FOR UNPUNCTUAL..

I DUN1 TO GO INTO ''BUKU HITAM''LA...

DISCIPLINE TEACHER STIL SAY WANNA PHONE MY PARENTS TO CUM TO SKUL..

.................

WAT CN I SAY?

WHEN I SIGN....

I SOB A LITTLE..

BT LUCKILY I DIN CRY..

=]

I STIL STRONG,RITE?

N...................

I WIL TRY MY BEST NT TO LATE FOR SKUL..

NT FOR ONE TIME ALSO..

NOT!

=]

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