LEAVING ME?

my BELOVED sister wanna go to sarawak?.......wat a surprise news....
mayb i should be happy as tis is her chance to further her studies...
i should b glad..
bt i feel RELUCTANT..
as we oways talking~~~
create our own song like v r singers~~haha..
b4 cooking maggi mee lik a chef in competition..[iron chef..]~~haha..
v gt too much memory...
really...
mayb i m too sensitive..
so early feeling reluctant alr..
mayb she will go near near...
haha..
duno la..
i CARE about tis thing..
bcuz i will b alone at home?
cuz my big sis oso wan go to study far away..
cnt imagine the life i have..
mayb it wil b better as i am active in co-k...
juz maybbb............

lack of TIME``

haiz..i m lacking of time..

when form 4 now...

cocuriculum nid to take care bout..

studies nid to catch up..

the relationship between family..frens..or anyone..nid to maintain..

home also nid to do housework..

every form4 student also like tat izit?

haizz..

2day i no go to 2 period....

i dun1 lik tis..

i wan to study(mayb)or juz slp in class..

stay in class..

but i have to go out..

for co-k..

SORRY MY ENGLISH TEACHER=[

i had think..

juz nw..

wat i really care..

between family..frens..love..studies..co-k..

i care about all..

bt i think family thn frens thn studies thn co-k thn love..

bt..

it is not so easy to say..

i really care all..

tis make me dun hav free time..

mayb hav is curi frm the studies time..XD

wat a strange ppl..myself......

WAT A BUSY LIFE FOR ME..

BT I KNOW I CAN LEARN SUMTHING FROM TIS..

I WIL DUN 2 CONCERN ABOUT THINGS TAT NT SO IMPORTANT..

MAYBB...

I cannot always come back from school juz slp...

I must talk wif them more..

do housework more..

as i now really busy...

I hope tat they can know my difficulties..

=]

before i had thought tat teenagers like us should have a good memory of love story...maybe is should hav a bf/gf..

haha..

bt now...

duno la...

when it comes,,u cant stop it or ignore it?

so it is better i care about other things 1st lo..

add oil..

gambateh..

jia you..

berusaha..

ga yao..

[for anyth]

=]

ANGER~~

tis thing happened yesterday actually..
i very angry..
really..
mayb nt at tat time..
bt now after thinking..
haizZ..
i sad n angry..
before....
our relationship was very good..
thn,,,
after success..........
treat us how?
sumtime 'SHOOT' us..
sumtime 'EJEK' us..
LIKE TAT VERY HAPPY MEH?
NT COMFORTABLE..
IF V TREAT U LIK TAT..
WAT WIL U FEEL?
V JUZ DUN WAN OUR RELATIONSHIP BECOME WORSE AND

WORSEN!

V TAHAN AND


TAHAN!

I WAN TO SAY MONEY IS NOT EVERY THING!
EITHER U SUCCESS OR NOT U R JUZ HUMAN!
DUN THINK U R SO HAV MONEY OR WAT..
DUN THINK V CN TAHAN UNTIL FOREVER!

MAY BE I WIL CONTINUE TAHAN..................
MAY BE I WIL SAY MY FEELING TO U.............
MAY BE I WIL JUZ LIKE THE VALCANO~~
WHEN I THINK I NO NID TO CONTINUE OUR RELATIONSHIP......
MAYB JUZ V CARE ABOUT IT...
U BETTER CHANGE UR BEHAVIOUR.......................................


AND I BETTER CONTINUE MY JOURNEY..
OF STUDY?
HAHA..
MAY BE WONT BE AFFECTED...

boring but fun..

today arr..
is the celebrations of teacher's day...
assembly for 1+ hours..wao...
thn shiyi my laopo stomachache..
so i stil cn ''shun bian''rest at lower for sumtimes..
XD
the activities leh..
i c all....
although i nt wajib..
no have tuition n no nid to stay at skul oso..
haha..
ENJOY LA~
MR.lim tian an very funny when singing..
sound good!
n cute!
haha..
n so many fans....
many F1 students shouts lo..
=]
2day go to skul is a boring thing..
at first only stay at class..
after tat quite fun la..
^^

UNPUNCTUAL??

15/6/2009

7.30AM I 'RUN' AND REACH THE SKUL..

FOR WAT?

2 BE PUNCTUAL..

I DUN WAN 2 WAIT TILL AFTER 15 OR 30 MIN JUZ COME TO SKUL..

ALTHOUGH I KNW LIK TAT I 80% WIL BE FREE FRM CAUGHT BY PREFECT..

MAYB...

SO I RAN...

AND RAN...

SEEMS MY HOUSE IS NEAR TO SKUL...

THN?

7.30AM AT SKUL ALSO BEEN CAUGHT~!

I HAV BAD HABIT OF UNPUNCTUAL I KNOW..

......BT I HAVE TRY......

NT TO ESCAPE!

THE RESPONSIBLE PREFECT NT LET ME GO..

REALLY SUCH RESPONSIBLE...

BEING DEMERIT FOR ANOTHER 3 MARKS..

NOW ALREADY DEMERITS FOR 9 MARKS FOR UNPUNCTUAL..

I DUN1 TO GO INTO ''BUKU HITAM''LA...

DISCIPLINE TEACHER STIL SAY WANNA PHONE MY PARENTS TO CUM TO SKUL..

.................

WAT CN I SAY?

WHEN I SIGN....

I SOB A LITTLE..

BT LUCKILY I DIN CRY..

=]

I STIL STRONG,RITE?

N...................

I WIL TRY MY BEST NT TO LATE FOR SKUL..

NT FOR ONE TIME ALSO..

NOT!

=]

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